Thank you so so much for sharing your journey, I don't even have words to explain what it has done to hear an feel some of same emotions after going through some very similar situations and seeing how God carried you through an Blessed you with a restored marriage. Isaiah 43 has been my chapter I have been lead to a lot this week an I read it at the end of one of the chapters. I cried a lot last night as I read, tears of many emotions, I continue to be humbled and sit in awe of His Faithfulness, he hears my prayers an is always on time. My prayers were answered but not how I had thought I needed, but by this book. This book of your journey did more for me then talking to anyone in person could ever do. It was like God was literally showing me I am not alone in my feelings, an that he wants to release me of them. Especially page 109 last paragraph, my husbands name is also David. I related in every way! Some paragraphs felt literally like they were written for me. All of a sudden my doorbell rang, it was UPS at like 7:30 p.m.! And it was my book I ordered!! I got snuggled on the couch with my daughter and began reading it. I couldn't wait to get my kids and get home.So I picked up my daughter and we headed home to a dark cold house. Then I thought about The Erika Kramer Restoration Book, and how i should read it. My husband seems so happy with his new life. I had said too much to my friends that day, I was feeling like a failure, and just feeling consumed with doubts. I have a lot of questions and if my eyes aren't completely fixed on God, the feeling of being alone can be overwhelming.

These last few days have been struggle spiritually.

My Restoration Journey by Erica Kramer